The stronger the march, the stronger the attack! But the Power of the Lord . . . . read on :)

TRUE! We sure have instances where we wonder.. "oh, everything is just SO perfect" and then all of a sudden.. DANG! A bomb drops from no where! Im sure all of you will definitely agree with me here. Oh yea, I see heads nodding there! ;). Its the 5th day since I was baptized in the Holy Spirit. Each day I am strong and adamant, taking FIRM steps as I walk in the Lord's path. I have already witnessed and continue to witness the attack of the evil. It comes in various forms and makes sure of ONE thing. To attack you using the most loved or most hated or feared form.. basically the things that will hurt you the most in one way or the other! With concern to me, this is through loved ones, snakes, shattered rewards and probably many more. 


Loved ones.... hmmm :) they are God's gifts to you on Earth. Last morning I had this dream of a loved one mailing me saying "I am not doing good. I wish you were there. Do pray for me." I woke up with a heavy heart but I prayed for him and I became perfectly fine since I know God is in control! BUT if given the chance for the devil to work (DON'T)... IT WILL ON THEM! This morning I woke up shaken after a dream about being attacked my snakes. I could literally see them clearly piercing into my flesh. 


I spoke to mature Christians regarding these dreams. They said, "it is the Holy Spirit working to HEAL you on those areas in your flesh that bring you pain in one way or the other, making it diminish to dust so that you are COMPLETELY healed in HIM". I have learned that it is just not easy to rebuke the evil spirit if you haven't received the Holy Spirit. The strength and faith needed to do that doesn't come easily because it is not you but the Good Spirit in you that helps push the bad away! The difference then and now is, now your spirit at that very moment shakes in you to say "its evil. rebuke!". That is just so powerful. 

As Im writing this, my eyes slowly fills up yet I take a moment to pray to God... "Father, I know this is from my enemy, our enemy. Fill me with Your Love right now.. fill me with Your Grace right now... so that I may go on with You." and there I rebuked the pain that was developing. WOW! it definitely makes you feel so powerful.. so much in control of those emotions which were once nothing but pain, pain and only pain. You may be thinking that just a while ago she said it is very easy to rebuke and the spirit would tell you but do you see the difference in me NOW? A very emotional easily affected soul is NOW rebuking the bad thoughts and pain in seconds compared to LIVING in them! 

Yeaaa... that is the POWER OF THE LORD! Surrender unto HIM and experience HIS immense blessings! WOW, its just so so so beautiful! :D

Praise God! AMEN!!!

Love & Prayers...

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Fellowship Hurray!

As days go by, my eyes open up even more to the Lord. To see and understand the works that He can do in ones life. AH! How Amazing He is! <3

Yesterday, as I was reading the Word of God, I came across many questions to which the answers could be found on Google in simple terms but that just dint seem enough at all. How can it? ITS NOT THE BIBLE! :D. My heart craved to know more, to listen to what other believer children had to say about them. Thats where you see the importance of fellowship. It is the most powerful medium to see MORE of Gods grace in your life. Your wanting to learn, your needing to get deep into the Word, to feel the unknown blessings of our Father... it is beautifully so beautiful!

Had I not been baptized in the Holy Spirit, I would not understand Him COMPLETELY. That is when He adorns you with this bunch of true followers to increase your walk in HIM, to make you know that this is the most beautiful and blessed thing you can ever receive. WOW! I never thought I would feel this way. Yes! This is the POWER of fellowship. 

I was once a toddler not able to understand many things even if I have lived all my 26 years as a Christian. The difference between my old and new self is I have the Holy Spirit beautifully flaming in me! This is the BIGGEST that can happen to you. One may not understand its true meaning UNLESS you invite it to touch you :). You need to crave to understand it and that is ONLY by being baptized in the Holy Spirit. 

There were times when I wondered and questioned.... "how do people get the Holy Spirit? Why cant I have it even if I want to??? I did pray for it for so many years yet why isnt it showing up???" That is when I changed the way I looked at it, the way I dealt with the questions. I said, "God, You birthed me. You know me. You clearly see what I want. Then make me whole in You!". 

I, like many people found it hard to believe that people could actually be healed by someone praying over them or even when they jumped around in praise and worship. All I thought was, "hmm... why cant I believe that? is that genuine?" I couldnt find the answer in years but I knew I had to experience the work of the Spirit myself to see if that really is the Truth out there!

There is a time for everything. HIS TIME! and when you least expect it, God will pour out the Holy Spirit into you completely ANYWHERE... day or night! Here I am, witnessing myself JUMP in His presense, His light, His love... shining with the Holy Spirit working miracously in me.... with the STRENGTH from God the Father, Jesus the Son, the Holy Spirit and His children :)


"For where two or three have gathered together in My name, I am there in their midst." - Matthew 18:20

My gifts flow "clear" one by one . . . .

Its surprising how God gradually LEADS you into steps that you may be once or many times wanted to take but just couldn't. Why? Because you dint know how! With me, such is about writing and making a blog! :) *somehow talking or communication was never a challenge ;) *

I always knew I could write. In my childhood days, I remember my parents tell me, "you should become a teacher. you can write, you can speak, you can teach, you have it IN you." I knew what they were saying but I dint go deep into it like how I did with communicating. I dint know what to write though some days I would write something and just trash it but yes, I kept exercising that gift, probably like a "once in a blue moon" affair in my senses though I wasn't really realizing it as God's gift to me! I was NEVER a bookworm. My parents got me books so that I could get into a habit of reading *parents are God's beautiful blessing*and then probably that would help me write but I just dint enjoy reading books. They always made me tired just by seeing the volume of it. PHEW! Nevertheless, I did read little books but it was hard for something to get me drawn! *hmm, cant really remember a book I read when i was in school! :P

As a school girl, I LOVED to write and study. The doors of my house are filled with them.  *12 years later, those writings still shine on the doors, thanks to my parents*. My method of learning was different (i know few who had the same style). For me to better understand things, I had to teach myself. Nothing would enter my head if I read it silently. Mugging was like passion to me! it made things simpler for me. Yes, I was both the teacher and the student! haha! Little did I know I would end up having a call to write again... for a purpose as my spirits voices in me! *You are good God!*

Looking back, Woah! it was always a journey!!! God at His time is showing me that a decade ago it was already proclaimed that Im blessed with the gift of writing. All I had to do was see it "clearly" and remove the chance of fear that I once had. "what would people think, they could criticize in a bad way".. I dont know! it just blocked me from doing it. Nope, I havent missed out. I am blessed to see it NOW! In God's Kingdom, its NEVER late because God wants His darling children to come to Him :). I may not have a very good vocabulary or even the best writing around but that doesnt matter at all. That is not my aim *His aim*! What matters is how God is working in my life, bringing that enormous change in me for my betterment. Blessing me back with the gift He gave me once, using me to help others already by talking about His work, bringing back the de-flamed fire in them or helping them crave for that fire. This is the best award that I can ever receive... just for allowing my heart to open to Him! ..... and all this to honour His glory! Praise God!!!

Stepping into college years, I "silently" wrote. Silent.... no one knew. I never shared. I wrote it to myself. Why? because writing came to me as I poured forth my sorrows. I found myself writing best when I was in pain. I would be bleeding so badly in my heart. I just could not express joy in writing. There was no end to my tears. Many say a passion to write comes only when your in pain, feelings only flow then! NOPE! I just proved myself wrong here buddy! :)

I AM IN COMPLETE JOY! In the deepest of the deepest part, my calling now is to write whatever my heart speaks, whatever it wants to communicate to God's children and whatever the spirit in me speaks as it could touch atleast one at a time. Its all God's beautiful doing.... and here, after 4 years since I wrote the last, I am back to writing.. ot to forget my pain, not to increase my pain, not to be stressed out, not to invite more of the devil BUT for God... for myself... for His children. 

So my lovies.... even if it took a decade and little more for me to realize what I am capable of, there SURE came a day when I was taken to it and here I am now, writing and writing.... Im sure you are already wanting to be able to see things more "clearly". Well then, there is only one true way... open those hearts to HIM! Trust me, ITS TRUE MAGIC! :D

YOU ARE GIFTED! 
God bless!!!
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