Been CRAVING and HUNGERING for more of "that" touch of the Holy Spirit, to GROW closer to HIM and FILL this heart with all that He has to offer. I'm learning what it means to "literally" be at HIS feet and "TRUST" in HIM alone... learning to cling so close to Him in all things. Also learning what"true fellowship" means. To be with those with that same "seeking" heart, together digging in deeper and growing all the more. "Today" was such a feeling... not even that a feeling or emotion, but something "deeper."
In 26 years I have NEVER felt this way. Never felt this kind of touch.... but that second, that moment that I started to call on the Holy spirit...wow!!! Like a thunder rolling through my heart...my spirit...rolling through and bringing a healing.
There is a lot of difference between saying I am opening my heart, and I HAVE opened my heart. I OPEN MY HEART! COME INTO MY HEART! WORK IN IT!! WORK IN ME!!! Not the work of ME, but the work of the LORD. The HOLY SPIRIT. A person who craves and just craves to have HIM...and look, it takes that one moment, when you really come to HIM broken, every part of you open and willing to just surrender to HIM. It's like a FIRE that consumes you, from the inside and out. Fireworks just bursting from within! Bright! Peaceful! Beautiful! Oh man. Such a fire that can't stay but rather consume those around you!!! Because you can't contain it, you can't just keep it for yourself, but you wanna scream!! SHOUT OUT! SHARE WITH THE WORLD!!! THIS IS THE GOD THAT WE SERVE!!!!! YES! AMEN! What an amazing God we have!! Woohoooo !!! This is not just a relation but a relationship.. a STRONG relationship that has SO MUCH more to it.. it goes from DEEP, DEEPER to the DEEPEST............
"For where two or three have gathered together in My name, I am there in their midst." - Matthew 18:20
The Move of the Holy Spirit
Here I was...about to sleep... but in between that sleep, buzzed my sissie Frannie (Francisca Lopez) and from some chat, ended on talking about the Holy Spirit... we both experience this, my sis that living witness to a testimony. To see what the Lord can do!!!
Inside me, cleansing me, renew
Went on to read the Bible... was lead to Romans 12.... this passage just spoke to me!!! literally SPOKE!!! I have never read a chapter or a verse again and again and again.. but here I was... reading to its depth.. immersing myself in it... soaking in His precious love for His children... letting us know that we all are unique.. His creation and special in our own way! WOW!!!! HOW BEAUTIFUL!
Oh how true this is. What a blessing to have my sis to share this with... to bring close together, to share in this moment inspite of being in two corners of the world!
Yes, Love across THEE World!! :D
It's not a coincidence, it's not a passing moment... it's not a hello or a goodbye.. NO!
THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING NEW!!!
You know, feels like the scales are removing from my eyes and I can REALLY see....
"Immediately, something like scales fell from Saul's eyes, and he could see again. He got up and was baptized." - Acts 9:18
I'm going to ask till my last breathe for the Holy Spirit to work in me.... This "beautiful peace" that I am feeling, I want to feel for every second of my life. Let the evil one try and even come against me, but this is a lesson to him... When we have God, the ONE, the one that we serve... NOTHING can move against us.
"No weapon that is formed against you will prosper." - Isaiah 54:17
Now I know... NOW I know what the PURPOSE is... crave in the Holy spirit, to believe that we have a Living God!
WORK for HIM. SERVE HIM.
To realize the TRUTH - THE WORD OF GOD.
It is ONLY God, and ONLY God, the WHOLE ANSWER IS JESUS CHRIST! Right in front of you. You don't have to seek anywhere else... STOP that search. It is RIGHT HERE in front of you, knocking at the walls of your heart.
This feeling. As I'm here, writing, talking, letting out... sweating. As I'm praying for cleansing....I can feel the old self going away.. literally.. melting away...that person who was not ME. Ahh. But now...
A NEW CREATION IN CHRIST. A NEW me. I hear myself talking, and can't even recognize myself. Holy Spirit in me. This is what it REALLY means to LIVE in HIM.
Everything is starting to make sense rather started to make sense! Never felt this before. NEVER.
Now I am confident and say boldly that
I am a new creation, truly saved and just jumping with all the joy and love of it all!!!
I am not in between, shaky, or on the fence...but FIRM! I am confident in the POWER that works in me...the HOLY SPIRIT. MY OLD SELF IS GONE AND DEAD!!!
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come." - 2 Corinthians 5:17
For 3 hours... over an hour and a half of just pouring OUT...can't this just last forever? YES IT CAN! if you ALLOW it to! And Im right here allowing it totally to work.. continue this precious work in me!!! only if I could explain it so well how I feel now! Sis Fran felt it... Thank God for that! oh, I bet if she was sitting right in front of me and listening, she would have lost several pounds... jumping and hugging her sooooo tight!!! :D
This heart changing and renewing by HIS tremendous loving work. I just can't get tired of talking about HIM!!!. About this. About HIS works.
A journey that surely keeps going and going.
"And I will give you a new heart, and I will put a new spirit in you. I will take out your stony, stubborn heart and give you a tender, responsive heart." - Ezekiel 36:26
Now... NOW... I know what it is TO BE SAVED.
My SAVIOUR... MIGHTY MAN! Thank you Father for this... for making me experience your love, your grace, your power before I was gone from this Earth.
Now. I. Know. That. I. Am.
I. Am. IN. LOVE. MADLY. IN.
My heart wants to openly share... the way God was prepared to work on this loving man of God, Vipin (Vipin Wales) to open the doors for me to come across this wonderful new family... Pebble Mount!
I thank the Lord for the mentors.. the children of God that it has gifted me.. the fellowship it has brought me.. the continuing process of showing me the true meaning of the Living Word... the Word of God.. to grow closer to HIM... AND to KNOW HIM!
I just want God to use me and work through me to reach out and touch people to bring honour and glory to His name! my hearts screaming to do it... a purpose Lord is shining upon me! to let them know what our loving God can do.. how He can change you into a new person... a beautiful you!
I leave this at Your feet Lord!
AMEN!!! Hallelujah!!! PRAISE YOU LORD!!! Ah! I can feel my Father hug me... so peaceful :)
Stay blessed !!!
Love and prayers always....
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